It was that way when I was trying to get pregnant for the first time. I had no control over the outcome each month. I had these little ,soft ,blue booties in the top drawer of my dresser. Every morning, while getting dressed, I would think of them being filled out with chubby little feet and … Continue reading Faith Substances
Tag: Inspiration
Battlefield
Oh Lord prepare my heart today, To search your will; and see your face To walk among the shifting sands Of changing minds and feeble hands Gird up my loins; teach me to stand Among the waves; and mountain peaks Where waters scarce and hopes are bleak The work of cleansing must be done Sort … Continue reading Battlefield
Seeing God
The other night, a Christian sister and I were discussing a popular worship song. Suddenly, her face got serious and her tone changed. She said, “You know, what I heard about that song….” I spoke up, “don’t tell me if it’s going to ruin the song for me.” automatically, I assumed it was negative news, … Continue reading Seeing God
Paint Night
Validation came in gusts that nearly blew me over last night. I realize that it rarely kicks up unless i take ferocious risks that reside just outside my comfort zone.
Note to self:
Force yourself to clean the kitchen. Countertops without crumbs and empty sinks won't fix your life, but it might get you through the day. You are the only one you can force to do anything and still be considered emotionally healthy in the wake of it.
The Answer is a Question
My dear friend asked me, “why did you start a blog?” she resurrected the silent voices that kept me from starting a public blog for so long. I didn’t know how to respond, except “ I just want a place to put all my words and thoughts and maybe encourage other people?” I wasn’t sure … Continue reading The Answer is a Question
ski lessons
February 18, 2013 Today I learned that skiing is something that is worked at, taught not caught. Learning a new skill is a long process.I guess that's why people have lessons. One ski lesson is barely enough to teach me to stay upright, never mind turn me into an all star, or even to conquer … Continue reading ski lessons
The Window
Through the window of regret Past the path of no return I watch my blessings come and go Despising all I never learned Mistakes I often ponder The years of pain and fear Being lead down roads I traveled in despair I watch through the window of regret I look beyond but all the same … Continue reading The Window
a new way to say it…
"you can have mine" "you can BE mine" marry me save me have me in the dark under the covers in a crowded room without words with a wink Listening without interrupting Keeping a promise keeping a secret keeping a card Going for a walk Sharing a sled Sharing a blanket Sharing the last piece … Continue reading a new way to say it…
