November, 13 2012 "Memoirs of my Miscarriage" I want to be alone. I don’t want to talk, or listen. I don’t want to smile or pretend. I don’t want to answer questions that I don’t care about. I don’t want to hear voices, or ask questions. I don’t want to be good or kind or … Continue reading Justified Desires
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Masterpiece
Monday, January 27, 2013 “My Masterpiece” “There is not a soul alive who appreciates and delights in the artwork as much as the artist himself.” I’ve been using my phone to take pictures from various angles and at every stage, from first pencil sketch to each final color. Like a child, I gleefully drag in … Continue reading Masterpiece
Snow..i…n…g
February 5, 2013 "The Snow" Snow like this, could fall for hours and never accumulate, it falls so slowly that it melts almost before reaching its destination. The grass rejects it, the solid hard earth swallows it up, and even the cold rocks refuse to allow its seasonal blanket. I barely even knew it was … Continue reading Snow..i…n…g
The Window
Through the window of regret Past the path of no return I watch my blessings come and go Despising all I never learned Mistakes I often ponder The years of pain and fear Being lead down roads I traveled in despair I watch through the window of regret I look beyond but all the same … Continue reading The Window
My Soul Overflowing
My soul is the ocean With unexplored depths Words and feelings unknown Unspoken, unseen Subsisting in theory Remaining serene Black darkness follows life That’s revealed above, Hidden time and secret sounds Invade my mind With desperate love Thoughts often spotted Ideas believed to exist Yet quickly escaping Captivation they resist Truth breathing, taking in air … Continue reading My Soul Overflowing
Ignite
Give me an assignment, a task to complete a course to chart a pardon to plea ask me a question dare me to dream sing me a song and I’ll dance like I’m free give me a paper, a pen and some ink a letter a word, a reason to think state your opinion regret … Continue reading Ignite
What I Have Not
I haven’t strength to wipe these teary eyes Nor run a race to gain a single prize Nor wit nor will, I can’t sit still Nor heart that loves without disguise I haven’t soul enough to find the words to heal Or heal the wounds I’ve found By words without appeal I shake inside, I … Continue reading What I Have Not
At His feet
At His Feet Where all is still And blood flows freely By His will We bring our burdens one by one Until the last is overcome Peace He grants At each release Love fulfills Sufferings cease We look about to find our foes Disappeared beneath his toes What becomes of all our pain? Brought before … Continue reading At His feet
a new way to say it…
"you can have mine" "you can BE mine" marry me save me have me in the dark under the covers in a crowded room without words with a wink Listening without interrupting Keeping a promise keeping a secret keeping a card Going for a walk Sharing a sled Sharing a blanket Sharing the last piece … Continue reading a new way to say it…