Lord I know that you know me,
for that reason my fear is small
the innermost parts of my heart,
the innocent Ways that I fall.
Every thought and intent of my soul,
The longings you see every one
the quiet reflections , the hopes and exceptions
the works both complete and undone
the tiny steps up the mountain I take
the wonder With pauses and slipping of Faith
The stopping and going frustrates my knowing
As my hand reaches out toward your ways
the questions and doubts prove the strength that I lack
but your sovereignty planned all my days
When I’m silent you hear me
when I’m mad, you show love
When I fall in despair , or flee your still near
Your covenant remains more than enough
When I turn away you ask ,”why “ and “where have you gone” your patience unmatched
Your victory done
my desperate cries know that you hear me
my gaze fixed secure on your face
I walk un impeded through wounds around me
sustained by your unending Grace
I stumble through failure
Im burned by sin
I’m sorting and seeing and learning again.
I choose to believe you’re not angry or cross
you made me , you see me
No regret and no loss
The life that I live , the paths that I take, the roads that I travel
The ones i forsake
Are known and seen and forged by your hand
To bring me and lead me through wilderness grounds into the promise land
my faith place 